I think the greatest spiritual awakening isn’t discovering who you are suppose to become. I think it is more about remembering who you were before the world tried to sneak in and convince us who to be.
What if your purpose isn’t waiting off somewhere in the future? What if it has been living inside of you all along?
One day you wake up and you stop asking the world what it needs you to be and begin asking your own soul what it wants you to be. What does our spiritual soul need from our human experiences?
We are in one of the greatest shifts of our lives. New Earth. A vibration that is felt, learned and practiced on a daily basis. The energy coming through is begging you to come home to yourself. At some point in time, you’ll feel like you don’t even have a choice anymore.
This is what had recently happened to me.
It was almost as if I had the greatest AHA moment of my life! Finally.
I recently realized that I am full of purpose.
I have been chasing something that wasn’t mine for a long time.
When do we stop trying to become the human that the world wants us to be, and start being the human filled with spiritual soul and become who our soul already knows we are?
I am a firm believer in soul contracts and that our soul chooses to come back as a human to experience certain experiences along the way. The soul purpose of this agreement is to find freedom within.
“It’s a soul feeling” is one of the greatest feelings in the world. We have to be still enough to actually feel it, hear it and hone in on it.
There is no other way to put this, I went to hell and back flip flopping and spending years trying to figure out the answer to two questions…
Who am I? What is my purpose?
I was home with my children for many years. They were always my sole purpose. And, taking care of my household and making sure my husband was well taken care of as he worked so much, sometimes two jobs to make sure we were provided for.
Why wasn’t this enough?
Because society started making women feel like this was not a “job”. As I watched so many other women juggle their households and have a job I would always think that is what I had to do as well. Don’t get me wrong, I had some side gigs in the past that were pretty awesome. I always made just enough extra money to cover groceries, gas and spending money to go to farms and such with the kiddos when they were little. That was always enough for us. My husband always put me on a pedestal, it was always me who felt otherwise.
I found myself in 9-5 work places a couple times thinking that maybe I was missing something. The big corporate type jobs. I laugh now thinking of it. When that didn’t work out I was left feeling like there was something wrong with me. I felt like a failure. Again, and again.
Our experiences are not meant to fail us or make ourselves feel like we failed. They are simply experiences.
I now give myself a lot of grace for leaving. Knowing now that the life of a 9-5 full time working mother was not for me is an amazing piece of my journey and I would have spent a great part of my life wondering if it was. Again, experiences.
Today, I am back home caring for my family and household. The family that my husband and I have created. Somehow harmony has been created as well. I found the key to my happiness. It has been here all along. My soul always knew. It was the human being that needed to figure it all out too.
With love & light,
Diana Rose
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