The connection of our mind, body and soul is truly amazing and when the day comes where they are synced you’ll feel it, I promise! If you have been connected your entire life, that is truly amazing. A few weeks back I wrote a blog on how I felt completely detached. I actually felt as if my soul left at times and didn’t return for days at a time, and I think that is when the sadness and feelings settle in. It is a feeling that I cannot quite explain, yet the feeling is so real. I mentioned how I felt like a robot just waking up every morning programmed to do the things that I was doing but I had absolutely no feeling attached to anything that I was doing. I felt completely life-less. It is a state of “being” but coherently not necessarily “here”. A timeline for me was collapsing!
A timeline of not being truthful to myself. A timeline where I was not living out my potential and who I truly am. A timeline where my mind, body and soul were not connected all the time. My soul was disconnected during this time and for the first time I knew I had to dive in deep to understand why and what was going on. I received messages from my soul that it was trying to seek ways to get my attention. How do we get messages from our soul, you ask? Well, it’s our intuitive side, a side that we all have and carry with us, we just need to listen in. It’s an extra voice within us. The voice that we either choose to listen to or not. It’s the choices we make on a daily basis. A choice comes from something our mind asks us. It’s the back and forth. The should I or should I not. Sometimes we go with the “other” choice because we are being tested and prepared for something bigger, something that our universe is preparing us for. And, in many cases if we chose that other choice we would not have gained the perspective we needed in order to move forward with the bigger plan. My physical state would end up being drained during those times when I was not connected. Drained in a way that I was moving and making all the movements, however I was just going through the motions. Once the pain started to settle into certain areas of my body that is when I knew I was stuck in a total rut and needed to hone in. There are certain areas of our body where we feel pain and it will give us a good idea on what we need to work on. Our Chakras are the areas of our body where our energy is held. Simply put from the chest up is our spiritual realms and from right below the chest down our body, that is our physical. The pain we feel is a little nudge that our energy is blocked. Being that we are all collectively energy when we have a blockage it shows up as pain for most. Emotional and physical. I want you to understand that this does not always happen to all of us and it doesn’t have to necessarily happen at all. It is when we finally learn how to hone in on a deep level and build up the confidence we need to follow our path.
Following and trusting our intuition makes life so much easier and it also connects our mind, body and soul. I am very aware when I am unbalanced and I’m not being creative and following my path. That didn’t happen overnight though, it is a learning process for sure and it certainly was a major part of my journey. Following our intuition, that is. My intuition was always very strong however, I never had the confidence to actually follow it and I was always doing things to please someone else and never myself. I grew up afraid to disappoint and I was heavily dependent on other peoples opinions of me. Sometimes something would show up for me and I’ll do that one thing for a while and it will fade out then I get stuck in this cycle of not knowing. I would get really hard on myself and think I was a total failure at whatever I was doing, meanwhile it just wasn’t for me. I will never ever forget that test I took eleven times. It was for a job. I never gave up. That is one thing I never did was give up. It is the unknown that scares us the most. Once we let our universe take control and we do not let our physical and our emotional aspects of ourselves take control we will eventually see everything unwind and align. It’s a process. A process which cannot be rushed or pushed. It seems really complicated, it isn’t. I think we complicate things a lot more when we choose to overthink rather than go with the flow. Overthink, me?(Laughing) I am the queen of overthinking! And, yes I am a Virgo(wink)! If you are an astrologist or into astrology you know that the Virgo is the queen of overthinking.
I am pretty sure that there are many, many people in my universe that think I am crazy, unsettled and much worse. Those people do not align with me anymore. The most amazing part of it all is that I don’t care about that anymore. I have finally made the decision to speak for myself, do things for myself and follow my own path of complete greatness! I think with my own mind, I stand tall in my own body and my soul is pretty darn content where it is. Always remember that when you feel like you are losing you are actually winning. When you have failed at something it just means that it isn’t for you and we must always fail forward. I used to get really stuck in that place of failure. Not anymore. Everything that never seemed to have worked out for me and I “failed” at just meant that it was a part of my journey I needed in order to push through. It was all my learning experiences and the dark that brought me light. We are usually unable to see it this way in the moment. However, when something does not work our for us it’s our universe pulling us away from something that isn’t for our highest good and it’s just not meant to be in our path.
I am going to take you back to the blog I wrote a couple of weeks ago one more time. The one where I was feeling completely depleted and definitely not myself. My physical and mental state was getting me ready for something much bigger. I have never experienced such an intense feeling in my life. I am going to be raw and truthful right now. I was getting ready to write my kids letters in case they didn’t see me again. I truly thought my soul was dying. I am not saying anything but “I thought my soul was dying”. Remember, our soul is living in our body and our mind is our gateway to our soul. I’d like to call this experience an “upgrade”, an awakening! When our systems start breaking down we are being prepared for an illuminating experience that will bring us the light we need to see after the darkness has shed. If you keep ignoring this phenomenon and you are not honoring where you are and you are placing judgement on yourself your universe will constantly find ways to wake you up. Alignment comes through for us when we are ready. Our mind, body and soul needs to be connected in order to be aligned. It was after this awakening upgrade that I realized I am the light, I truly am one within me. “Within”. Say it over and over. As many times as you must. No matter what, I am!
I made a recent change to my website to honor my middle name. In honor of my mother, RoseMary whom I get my strength and resilience from and my grandmother Rose, whom is still guiding me to this day from above…God’s love at work in the world.(The spiritual meaning of Rose).
If anything resonates with you, I would love to hear from you!
Love and Light, Always!
Diana Rose Borisuck.
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