I remember feeling really out of place in school. This feeling started very early on. I was in elementary school literally throwing up everyday in the cafeteria. They always sent my older cousin down to console me. I knew this was not normal, however society deemed it to be normal so I was continually sent to school everyday.
At what point in a person’s life do we get to choose what is right for us? We feel many things and we are just shut down and taught to do what we are told to do. I was born an old soul, I know I was. I have lived many, many lives before this one and I can tell you about them all. The biggest life lesson that I chose to come back and create is my TRUTH. Standing in my power and speaking my truth. I’m choosing to do it through writing. I have been writing for a very long time. If I broke up with a boyfriend you better believe my poems were down right angry and dreadful to read. If I had a great day my writing fit my personalty for the day. If I was sad, you felt it all. My point is…
“WRITING HAS BEEN MY THERAPY AND I NEVER REALIZED IT UNTIL NOW”.
I created a post this morning in a group that I have on Facebook, “A Sojourn Journey with Diana Rose Borisuck”. Also, the title of the book I am in the process of writing. I announced my partnership with Medium and I shared my first “Partnership Blog”. It’s not a large group, however it’s always filled with love, light and support. It is filled with true connections. I have made it my mission to help others heal through my Reiki Practice and writing. Reiki and Writing has healed me and it continually does on a daily basis. The funny thing is that I never realized it until today.
After my post was read by someone near and dear to my heart I received a text. “I fucking love you. I want to be you when I grow up”. I asked a question at the end of the post, “What do you want to be when you grow up”? My friend answered me in a text, the one above. The tears rolled down my face. She is a new friend in my life and we met in the school yard right around my son’s birthday who also happens to be a virgo. We hit it off right away and she went into my phone as “Marissa Cool Virgo Mom from Woodland”. She has a special place in my phone and my heart. She is me and I am her. We established this many times over. We finish each other’s sentences and we are literally able to read each other’s minds through our guides. She doesn’t realize it yet, she is a medium too. She is also a writer, she doesn’t know that yet either.
Writing is my outlet, it always has been. I have gotten into so much trouble so many times in school back in the day. All I was doing was writing. It wasn’t math or anything that we were doing at the moment. My mind rarely wanted to go there. I was literally getting my feelings out on paper. One of my teachers took a piece of paper from me one day, she thought I was going to pass a note. She read it aloud and I will never forget that day. I was only getting my feelings out on paper. I was not trying to cause trouble inside her classroom. I ran out of the room bawling and headed down the hall into my prior year 5th grade teachers room. She calmed me down.
With so many questions in mind and so much to understand, figure out and succeed with I am so excited to create it all in the form of a blog and my book. Writing has healed me, it has made me whole, it is who I am. I hope many will read and resonate, connect and conquer as I am so ready to put myself out there and connect with you too.
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